Help me?

now i'm trying to write in english

when I see hollywood's movie

I cant understand every word of the actor
they talk too fast
I cant understand

except if there is subtitle of Chinese

so poor and pity

SPM is near from me

but I'm never study hard

even thought I'm at PMR

what can I do

I promise myself

when I graduated in Malaysia I must go to England to study

this is my dream

I would like to live in England

it is different life

to me

I think I'll be a stupid in UK

speak in English is hard to me

I must to think what I want to say first before I speak Eng

pityful guy